In control

It's safe to say that when I am in a difficult situation, I am always capable of coming up with something as a solution. However, when things are out of control and I will be considered being rude when actually taking that control, I'll most likely back off. Unfortunately, that's always the case with me. I hate it that things always turn out that way. I probably have to change that tendency about myself. I have to change for the better. I will definitely boost myself now. I finally have a moment to do that. Thank you, life. I know that pain hurts, but it also awakens me from my deep dormant slumber.

I am grateful, no matter how sickeningly embarrassing and torturing that feeling is.

I accept whatever world throws at me. I'll gather them all to be a marvellously huge strength to move forward and probably kick somebody in the ass? Hoho... who knows I might actually have a knack for doing such a thing 😎

I am who I think I am

It's really tricky to get others to know who I really am.

They may not always judge my true character during my best days. 

Even though I know best that I am nothing like what have been perceived, eventually I do not have the control to change everybody's mind completely.

The only solution to that matter that I know how is by defining myself from my own perspective.